Sexually Spiritual

I've been Pagan all of my adult life. Before I was ever a sexual entity, I was a spiritual one first. A lot of my energy and focus is better, bolder, brighter when I make time to nourish myself spiritually. I noticed when I did become sexual and when I am most sexually engaged is during times of regular spiritual routine. Not everyone ties their sexuality to their spiritual beliefs but I am quite in tune with mine and like them intertwined. 

Being pagan, being spiritual, even being religious and sharing the same religion with others looks different for all individual people. It's a deeply personal relationship for me, so is the relationship I have with my physical body. I harness my sexual energy and sexual tension to invigorate my spirit though my body. I feel more grounded, more centered and perform sexually far better when my spirit feels free and powerful too so it's a loop of charging and recharging that ebbs and flows. 

My favorite ways to practice the spiritual through the physical are mutual touch, massage, bathing together, enjoying tea time as a ritual, lighting my candles, manifesting during masturbation, spending time in nature enjoying the breeze and sunlight completely free of clothing, yoga and of course the energy that's exchanged during sexual encounters. 

For me, sex is a thing the body and the spirit crave deeply. Intimacy is a high priority for me and a shared interest I clearly have with my clients. Food and sex are what drives the most primitive parts of ourselves and having an appetite for both is something I use as a measure of how healthy I am or not. A loss of appetite for either for too long can affect the rest of your daily life the same way neglecting exercise and water can. For me, my energy and my diet are things I have to moderate. 

To be at my best sexually and spiritually, I can't consume the wrong things, I can't allow myself to be in negative or stressful environments or have dealings with people who bring that to me. Generosity across the board are important to me, not just financially. If someone isn't generous of spirit, their time, their energy, their sexuality it is hard to share myself with them and I tend not to repeat if there's a bad connection there. 

As a woman, I take my devine feminine quite seriously. Part of the reason my companionship and intimacy are not given freely is to protect what I value and hold sacred. Past lovers have often said there's something special, that I don't leave their mind or cravings because what I've shared with them has been kept free from complication. Chemistry is a major factor, even those who acknowledge we may not have that still recognize and acknowledge that my offerings are far from standard and not shared impulsively. 

I wouldn't say that I'm a black magic woman or even a witchy woman but I do enchant those who come to bed with me and leave them feeling spellbound. I suppose if you hear that rumor about me, you should believe it. Even those who dislike me have a hard time taking their eyes off of my every move 💫